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Name: Manda
Country: United States
State: Kansas
Metro: Wichita
Birthday: 3/9/1987
Gender: Female


Interests: EVERYTHING
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Occupation: Student
Industry: Legal


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Member Since: 2/13/2006

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Thursday, February 16, 2006

The best friend i have ever had left my world February 13, 2006 just a mere hour after i held his hand and kissed him and played with his hair. . . after i shopped with him, and laughed with him and showered him with all the love i had to give. . .Jason Allen Roberts was the best man i knew. . . he had a heart of gold and a smile that could light up the room. . .his laughter still rings in my ears as i remember those last few precious moments i had with him. . . those precious moments where he held my hand and kissed me telling me of our future trip to Egypt we had planned. . .those precious moments that i took forgranted because my heart said that i would see him the next day. . . to watch him silently in admiration and adoration was what i loved to do. . . to sit beside him and watch Men in Black over and over and over again. . . to lay my head on his chest just to hear him breathe. . . to play with his hair because it was so soft and begging to be touched. . .to smell his clothes and inhale his scent. . .in the moments before i said goodbye i told him that he was the one that i could see spending the rest of my life with. . . and he smiled and said i was beautiful and touched my hand to his lips. . . in those moments i found myself on top of the world because he cared for me too. . . he had a way of making me laugh when the rest of the world had me in tears. . .he loved to torment me thru tickling. . .i told him to stop but i didnt mean it. . . to have him tickle me again would be heaven. . . to have him laugh again would be music to my ears. . . to see him again would be a sight to be held. . . nothing can change the guilt i have inside. . . i cant take back what i didnt do. . . i can only hold on to the memories we had together and treasure them for all eternity. . . Jason you were my best friend and i love you and i always will. . . .

~*Manda*~


Monday, February 13, 2006

okay since Valentine's Day is tomorrow here are some really cute lovey dovey smoochy woochy things. . . lol. . .

10 Things Girls Love About Guys

1. The way they try to act so big and bad but we know the perfect way to their heart.


2. The way that if we burn supper, they'll still eat it because they're scared to hurt our feelings.


3. The way they think they know how to fix everything (when we really know they're just doing it to impress us).


4. The way they look when they are thinking really hard.


5. The way that no matter how big they are, they'll melt with just a hug and a kiss.


6. They way they melt and feel so bad after making us cry (even over stupid things).


7. The way they won't let us go to sleep mad because they cuddle up right next to us and start hugging on us.


8. The way they act so repusled by the mere thought of a "chick-flick" but they end up getting into it more than we do.


9. The way try to act like they love their car more than us.


10. The way they look at us that special way, but when they get caught they act like they wasn't.


well i am back. . . and finally happy with my life. . . several awesome things have happened . . . I finally realized who my real friends are . . . Sheenie and Tyler I love you both so much. . . I have met alot of awesome people since I cleaned my act up. . .Samantha, Patrick, Lori, Lindsey. . . you guys make me laugh. . . Jason. . . what can i say. . .Men in Black has never been funnier. . .  I love school. . . i decided to go pre-law. . . who in the hell called that one? Doing good though. . . thats all that matters. . . hmmmm. . . been talking to my FAVORITE cousin whom i love dearly even if he is a little whipped! ! ! Well thats it im done . . .

~*MANDA*~




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